Still Grieving
My daughter Rachael died 4 years ago today. Am I still grieving? Yep! Will I ever stop? Only when I see her again. Am I mess? Emotionally and spiritually, no. So where am I? Right here in Sandy, UT, USA, planet Earth, Milky Way galaxy, God's created universe in time. So how did we make it? We had a saying, Cant' go over it, Can't go under it, Can't go around it, must go through it. We did. The saying, "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger," may or may not be true. Am I stronger emotionally? Maybe. Am I stronger spiritually? Yes. Am I stronger physically? No. It did almost kill me. I used to think that dying of a broken heart was about the stupidest thing ever. No longer. Until your heart is truly broken, you can never know what that means. Am I rambling here? Probably, but it is my blog and today I am not as focused as I have been. I know some people think that we should be over it by now and I forgive them. They have no cl